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| I guess I cant get over it, it's always been my brothers and me. I was never really close to my sister because she left for the army when I was 10. Brother has had the same girlfriend for the past 5 years and she's great, sometimes I just get tired of seeing her at my house. And today I just got in a big fight with her. Ehh idk. I guess I just miss my brother but I should move on, with out them. We aren't talking right now but I need to be mad I can't just pass it off too quick or I'll continuously have a small rudge. Ehhhhhh okay I needa blow steam.
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| I'm think of myself as independent, i don't need a guy. but i am human and so i start to like them. the guy i've previously stopped "talking" to is getting to me mentally. We're still friends, we hang out in a group and he's just been so nice to me recently. Paid for my food, made me a sandwich and brought me water.. and offered to buy me a new water bottle (but i rejected.) But we don't converse. Our text messages are one word answers and to the point questions. don't talk about each others days. no strings. all the sweet stuff makes me miss him but i know i cant act upon it. im not ready for a relationship and thats what he wanted. it sucks. hopefully one day ill man up and if he's not around then its okay. but if he is then maybe, then maybe. -- shelbz. ps: theres a billion things i wanna say to him but i dont, its so repetative. so i have a note on my phone just for him. i put the date and what i wanna say but wont. i dont delete or reread previous days. maybe one day he'll see it. | | |
| Dad drove my car and found my pipe on the side of the door. Fuck.
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| Many girls want to see if their significant other will miss them when she stops texting, calling, coming over, etc. Girls do these things often. They love attention. They have to test waters, they need to see if you will fight for her. I, for one, am not that girl. I chose to go with the flow of things and ask questions when I'm curious but I don't play these imature "I wanna make sure he's the one" kind of games. Recently the guy I've been talking to hasn't been texting back or picking up my phone calls. I went out with my girls on Saturday and he did the same with his boys. Sunday I texted him and called him twice, no response or answer. I haven't seen him in 5 days. We usually see each other on a regular basis so 5 days is pretty long. If he doesn't want to communicate then cool, whatever. I'm not gonna show up to his house and ask him "What's up?!" We had a decent conversation over text today and he said, "I know you miss me, you can just say so :)" Umm... okay? Obviously this guy is trying to play this "Missing, Who's gonna text first, I bet she's looking at my Facebook" game. I don't run after "men." If he's not interested then I move along. I'm young and I'm not ready to settle down. I'm not looking for a boyfriend I'm just out to have a good time so this missing stuff doesn't pass with me. | | |
| Question: Why do you want to be single? - - Because I'm not over my ex. I don't think it's fair to my future partner to have to deal with me "getting over" my ex, I should already do that prior to a relationship. When I get into a relationship I want to be 100% ready. I wanna be the best girlfriend anyone could have. I want to be "that" girl. I know I'm highly capable of it so right now I chose to be by myself. Question: What happened with you and the guy you were seeing? - - I just realized I'm not gonna be in a relationship for awhile so I should stop everything. Me and him were the closest thing to a couple and idk, he just hit some deal breakers. 1) Not masculine enough. He took a bitching from a girl who wasn't his mom, girlfriend, sister, family member, bestfriend. -- and it really got to me. She started talking shit about him and about me and he just sat through it. I know he was drunk but good enough to stop it. Oh yeah, he was in his own house when she was bitching at him -- during a party. Not good. 2) He's too much like me. Idk why thats weird. He's super awesome and picture perfect... I guess I just don't see what he can offer me =[. I feel like a bitch for saying that. 3) I wasn't happy. When I'm "with" someone I want the feeling of wanting them all the time. I didn't want "him" all the time. Just sometimes. You know the show Awkward? Well my ex is Mckibben. and this guy ^ is pretty much the blonde bestfriend. The blonde bestfriend and Jenna get along so well and have a good time and they click and EVERYTHING ... but all Jenna wants is Mckibben, although theres a few changes and adjustments with the dude, she's happieset with Mckibben. Story of my life. -- Shelbz. | | |
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